y ? because i cant say any more words to describe how im felt boud myself today . ohh ! hmm . first , im tired of working at TESCO . goshh , working there is same likes u killing me silently with a rat poison ! fcuking tired ! idiot . huh . then , i saw my ex . i thnk he didnt saw me . its Syauqi . kinda miss u :( next , im worrying boud my interview tomorrow . haeh ! whats more ? gerr , kinda lots of thgs happened today . and and , i cried twice today . shit ! 19 April 2011 is my worst day ever !