cronology of my life
i was born on May 9th 1993. according to my parents, when i was born, im having a complication. i've spent almost 1year at hosp. thats forced my mom to quit her job as a teacher. to save my life, my dad willing to transfer his blood to me. im having anaemia that time. its a disease where a person is lacked of blood. im growing in a good condition. they were the bestest parent ever. but idk wheres the mistakes, i didnt turn out to be a good daughter and student. im having a very bad attitude, im always make my parents felt upset and sad. my mom always cried because of me. ive tried to changed, but it seems to late. everythgs ruined. i know i never can makes my parents proud of me again. im the very bad daughter. mama, abah, kakak minx maaf. kakak tawu betape besarnye dosa kakak. ampunkan kakak. kakak minx maaf sbb manyak buad sala. kakak lalai, kakak leka, kakak tathe jati dri yg kuat. maafkan kakak. kalao kakak tawu kehaderan kakak hanye buad mama nan abah bertambah susah, kakak minx dimatikan je dulu. kakak syg mama sgtsgt. kakak na peluk mama. kakak na buad mama happy tp kakak ta tawu mcmane care. kakak ta tawu mcmane na dekati mama. kakak ta minx na jd sejahat nee. kakak ta pena athe niat na jd anak derhaka or what. maafkan kakak mama. kakak sentyase minx doa tok dapad bahagiakan mama. saat tou nant mest mama akan peluk kakak kan? time tou mest mama takan sedeyh lg kan? im hoping foe that time. abah, kakak minx maaf sbb manyak susa an abah. manyak malu an abah. kakak tawu sbb kakak family kite kdgkdg huruhara. kakak btlbtl minx maaf. kakak blm mtg mase tou. ye, btl. kakak ta pk pnjg. tp skrg, kakak da bljr semua. kakak da tawu mane baek mane burok. kakak tanak buad abah sedeyh ag. kakak minx maaf if result SPM kakak terok. tou sume sala kakak ta bljr btlbtl. abah, kakak syg abah. syg sgt. abah mmg sorang ayah yg terbaek. abah ngan mama patod dapad anak yg lebeyh baek drpd kakak. kakak salu tanye dri kakak nape kakak jd mcm nee, nape abah nan mama dapad anak mcm nee. tp kakak ta pena dapat jwpn. kakak salu minx doa, if kakak nee cume beban lam hedop family, kakak minx pergi awal. kakak da tanak susa an sesape. kakak puns na jugaks mesra mcm anak nan parents laen. tp kakak ta tawu mcmane na get along mcm tou nan mamabah. kakak jelez tgk org laen borak nan mak dorang. tp kakak ta dapad buad mcm tou, maybe sbb kakak ta tawu care. kakak minx maaf tok semua sala clap kakak. halalkan makan minum, duit ringgit, and sumesume yg mamabah da bg kat kakak selame nee. tenx sbb bg didikan pathe kakak. sume kesalahan kakak selame nee, bkn sala mamabah. tp sala kakak sendri sbb ta bljr didikan yg mamabah da bg. ampunkan segale dose kakak. kakak syg sgt kat mamabah. kakak syg family kite. ampunkan kakak.
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